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Eternal Love: A Mother's Legacy

I Thrive in Mumma’s Love: Journey of Strength and Support

Since your departure from this realm on January 27, 2023, I feel as though I have been reborn. It has been six months, and my life has changed forever. The deep-rooted nurturing and eternal love you provided have shaped my life even before I entered this world. Here are a few highlights:

Dear Mumma,

Since your departure from this realm on January 27, 2023, I feel as though I have been reborn. It has been six months, and my life has changed forever. The deep-rooted nurturing and eternal love you provided have shaped my life even before I entered this world. Here are a few highlights:

  • The strength to hold myself together.
  • The strength to face the material world.
  • The strength to stand by Dad and Didi.
  • The level of patience during obstacles.
  • The ability to manage responsibilities at home and daily chores while dedicating time to work.
  • The ability to work with focus and love on every project.
  • The ability to meditate every single day.
  • The passion for reading books and regular prayer.
  • The ability and desire to learn musical instruments, journal, and tend to my plants.
  • The compassion and empathy in the face of challenges.
  • The introduction of Nisha Mam into my life and my passion for learning Mudra and the application of the five elements.
  • The love and compassion that Preeti Mam showers on me, along with my first-ever reading partner.
  • The love and compassion I see in the eyes of relatives for whom I once held bitter feelings.
  • Beyond the support of maids, security personnel, the cook, neighbors, the Mudra group, the Sujok clinic, and work seniors, I experience love and compassion even from strangers—such as the Uber driver, rickshaw puller, or vendors.

This list is infinite and has no end.

You are the doer, and I am merely an instrument in your hands. My life is completely surrendered, and I choose to humbly live as guided. Everything that comes to me feels like a gift from you.

Sometimes people ask me to “pray to your mom for this or that,” and I feel conflicted. How can I explain that you have already showered me with so much, even without being asked? It makes me feel like I am committing a great crime, making me feel insignificant and embarrassed.

Mumma, I love you with all the quarks and gluons (the tiniest things in the universe according to material realms) of my existence. My only comfort and inspiration come from knowing that you are free from all pain and suffering, resting in peace, and one with our Lord.

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A New Dawn: The Rebirth of My Soul After Loss

After Mumma departed from this realm on January 27, 2023, it felt as though I had been reborn. The six months that followed have changed my life forever. Her deep-rooted nurturing and unconditional love shaped me even before I entered this world, and now I see her influence in every aspect of my life.

Here are just a few ways her essence continues to guide me:

  • The strength to hold myself together through life’s challenges.
  • The courage to face the material world with dignity.
  • The resilience to stand by Dad and Sisters, supporting them as she would have.
  • The patience to endure obstacles without losing hope.
  • The ability to manage household responsibilities while staying dedicated to work.
  • The focus and love I bring to every project I undertake.
  • The discipline to meditate daily, which grounds and centers me.

Her legacy inspires me to embrace the small joys of life:

  • Reading books, praying, and engaging in activities that nourish my soul.
  • Cultivating hobbies like music, journaling, and gardening.
  • Finding compassion and empathy even amidst challenges.

Her blessings have brought new teachers and connections into my life:

  • Nisha Mam, who ignited my passion for learning Mudra and understanding the five elements.
  • Preeti Mam, who showers me with love and compassion and became my first-ever reading partner.
  • Relatives who now show love and care, replacing the bitterness that once existed.
  • Support from maids, security personnel, the cook, neighbors, my Mudra group, the Sujok clinic, work seniors and colleagues.
  • Even strangers—Uber drivers, rickshaw pullers, vendors—offer me kindness that feels orchestrated by Mumma herself.

This list is endless, just like her love.

I see Mumma as the doer, while I am simply an instrument of her will. My life is entirely surrendered to her guidance, and I accept everything as a gift from her.

Sometimes, people ask me to “pray to your mom for this or that.” It’s difficult to explain that her blessings are already woven into every part of my life. Asking for more feels like a disservice to the infinite abundance she has already provided.

Mumma lives within me, in every quark and gluon of my being. Knowing that she is at peace, free from pain, and united with the divine gives me the strength and inspiration to move forward.

Embracing Love and Gratitude: A Legacy Beyond Loss

Life has a way of unfolding beyond our control, and sometimes, the hardest moments—like loss—offer the most profound revelations about who we truly are. My journey with Mumma’s wisdom has shown me that love and gratitude have the power to transcend all boundaries, even beyond the physical realm.

If you’re reading this, I urge you to pause and truly reflect. The relationships that shape you are gifts—take a moment to express deep gratitude for them. Honor the love, the lessons, and the sacrifices, and let those teachings guide you in every step you take. Whether it’s in nurturing your bonds, showing compassion, or simply being present, every action matters. Even the smallest gesture holds infinite power.

Cherish those you hold dear, honor their legacies, and remember this: life’s deepest essence lies not in material gains, but in the boundless love we give, the service we offer, and the surrender we embrace.

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Rising Through Grief: My Mother’s Love

Mumma left this realm in January, and gradually, after her departure, I began to feel as if the entire universe conspired for my upliftment. Recently, I realized that she never truly left me; she has always been with me and around me, and she always will be. My mother’s love has been the driving force in my life, filled with eternal love and divinity. She has always been a living goddess in my eyes. My day begins and ends with her love and blessings; she is my universe.

I often wish to bring the whole world into action for my parents. No matter how much I sacrifice, I could never repay even a fraction of their unconditional love and dedication. Within a month of her departure from this realm, I:

  • Attempted the Happiness course by Ravi Shankar and started practicing Sudarshan Kriya, followed by Sahaj Samadhi.
  • Learned basic mudras and mudra meditation from Nisha Mam.
  • Received a new job opportunity and recently joined a workplace where I feel fulfilled with my colleagues.
  • Resumed keyboard and driving classes.
  • Began nurturing indoor plants.
  • Maintained regular meditation and physical activity.
  • Adopted healthy eating habits.
  • Overcame impatience, rigidity, and a short temper to a great extent. In extreme situations, I choose to serve with love instead of reacting negatively.

In the last four months, I have been drawn to books that impart immense courage and strength, providing direction in life and helping me live in the present while enjoying the joy of peace.

Do these changes sound normal? To say the least, “No,” they do not. That’s the power of a mother’s love and her divinity driving my life.

I do break down sometimes because, despite multiple practices, emotions overshadow me. I feel the pain as if every cell of my body, every atom of my existence, is in dire need of seeing her, being with her, and feeling her emotional touch. Instantly, I’m reminded that I burned her body with these hands. I can still recall the last glimpse of her feet, which is the key to eternity. It’s alright to break down sometimes and cry your heart out.

I am being watched all the time by her, and she imparts immense strength and courage. I am not a perfect human, nor do I aspire to be one. I aspire to be a great human and to make my parents proud of who I am. I wish to serve my parents and the Lord with love and grace—that’s my sole purpose and goal at the edge of life. Last but not least, all I can say is—I AM TRYING!

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INDISPENSABLE LOVE TO ETERNITY

As per the English calendar, it’s Mother’s Day today, and social media is flooded with posts of pictures of mothers and children. It also includes posts from people who are missing their mothers today, as they have left this realm and are resting in peace. My mother was my universe, and I lost her from this realm 3.5 months ago, on January 27, 2023. I was quite curious about the afterlife and read multiple books thinking they would bring me closer to her, but instead, I ended up crying most of the time, which is natural.

What I learned from a few of my recent reads has been incredible and transformative: Don’t worry about the afterlife; start living in the present—NOW—and enjoy the beauty of life, which is showered with the blessings and love of the Divine Mother. Her wisdom showed me two paths: either pull yourself together and live a life she would be proud of, or make your life miserable by missing her every day and falling into depression. Her divine energy is so powerful that it influenced me to practice meditation and read spiritual texts. The Bhagavad Gita taught that the soul never dies. She has always been with me and will never leave. She is in another realm, which is beyond my understanding, but we will meet again.

Every day is Mother’s Day for me, and I consider my parents as gods. It took me 3.5 months to understand this, but now it is clear that every tear I shed would hurt her soul to a level beyond comprehension. She endured unbearable pain and nausea for nine months and went through multiple operations afterward. She was tormented despite her innocence but did not leave a single stone unturned in making me a good human. She never complained about anything and made everything rosy and beautiful, pampering me as if she had no problems in life. I am the outcome of her and Dad’s love and sacrifice for all the right reasons. It’s time for me to reflect on the values they imparted and strive to be a better human being.

Please don’t cry today or any day of your life, for our mother has always been with us, within us, and around us, and she will always be. Raise awareness within and around yourself and live in the present. Experience the joy of NOW, and you will feel her divine energy, blessings, and presence in every moment of your life. Do deeds that you know will make her proud. Surrender completely to your divine mother and experience the beauty of life. My deepest gratitude to my mother, resting in peace. <3