Dear Mumma,
Itās been a year since your departure from this realm, and I am still breathingāI did not fall apart. Itās not ordinary.
When Bajrang Bali visited me in a dream on the day you embarked on your eternal journey, it was not ordinaryāan extraordinary blessing for me, as I honor you as an eternal being in human form and the creator of love and light in my life.
You introduced Lord Krishna as my Guru, and Krishna introduced you as my personal Guru on the day of your departure. Itās not ordinary.
I have remained sane and have consciously taken care of my mental and physical well-being. Itās not ordinary.
I stand upright where the mind is without fear, head held high, and remain grounded in the roots of existence. Itās not ordinary.
In the face of adversity, I stay calm and hold on to hope without losing my temper. Itās not ordinary.
You visit me in dreams, blessing me consciously before even the tiniest events in my life. Itās not ordinary.
As a former bibliophobe, reading 16 books this past year and applying their teachings despite your absence is not ordinary.
Writing multiple blog posts about our experience, your eternal love, guidance, and blessings over the past yearāitās not ordinary.
Managing a home alongside a full-time job and reviving several passions I once cherishedāitās not ordinary.
Having a career thatās both rewarding and inspiringāitās not ordinary.
Seeing my paintings, writings, and interviews featured in newslettersāitās not ordinary.
Cultivating wisdom to deal with difficult people while maintaining peace of mindāitās not ordinary.
Being seen as an epitome of strength by those around meāitās not ordinary.
Attending a seminar by a spiritual master just a week after your cremation ceremonyāitās not ordinary.
Every achievement, reward, and recognition Iāve received this past yearāboth at work and in personal lifeāis not ordinary.
When someone who visited our home only a couple of times in the last decade stayed by us after your departureāitās not ordinary.
When those who once claimed to be the ābest onesā in my life withdrew, I did not miss them, nor did I feel lonely. Itās not ordinary.
Forgiving and showing compassion to those who tried to hurt or break youāitās not ordinary.
Receiving miracles, guidance, and help in various aspects of lifeāitās not ordinary.
Understanding with clarity that I am merely an instrument, and you are the Doerāitās not ordinary.
When I have been raised and nurtured in the lap of an extraordinary mother, how could I live an ordinary life?
I feel your presence in every cell of my existence.
I feel your presence in every vein of my existence.
I feel your presence with every breath of my existence.
My entire universe lies at your lotus feet.
Your eternal love and blessings fuel my life.
With you by my side, I will leave no stone unturned and make you proudāuntil we meet again at our eternal home.
Love you, Gurve Namah!