After Mumma departed from this realm on January 27, 2023, it felt as though I had been reborn. The six months that followed have changed my life forever. Her deep-rooted nurturing and unconditional love shaped me even before I entered this world, and now I see her influence in every aspect of my life.
Here are just a few ways her essence continues to guide me:
- The strength to hold myself together through life’s challenges.
- The courage to face the material world with dignity.
- The resilience to stand by Dad and Sisters, supporting them as she would have.
- The patience to endure obstacles without losing hope.
- The ability to manage household responsibilities while staying dedicated to work.
- The focus and love I bring to every project I undertake.
- The discipline to meditate daily, which grounds and centers me.
Her legacy inspires me to embrace the small joys of life:
- Reading books, praying, and engaging in activities that nourish my soul.
- Cultivating hobbies like music, journaling, and gardening.
- Finding compassion and empathy even amidst challenges.
Her blessings have brought new teachers and connections into my life:
- Nisha Mam, who ignited my passion for learning Mudra and understanding the five elements.
- Preeti Mam, who showers me with love and compassion and became my first-ever reading partner.
- Relatives who now show love and care, replacing the bitterness that once existed.
- Support from maids, security personnel, the cook, neighbors, my Mudra group, the Sujok clinic, work seniors and colleagues.
- Even strangers—Uber drivers, rickshaw pullers, vendors—offer me kindness that feels orchestrated by Mumma herself.
This list is endless, just like her love.
I see Mumma as the doer, while I am simply an instrument of her will. My life is entirely surrendered to her guidance, and I accept everything as a gift from her.
Sometimes, people ask me to “pray to your mom for this or that.” It’s difficult to explain that her blessings are already woven into every part of my life. Asking for more feels like a disservice to the infinite abundance she has already provided.
Mumma lives within me, in every quark and gluon of my being. Knowing that she is at peace, free from pain, and united with the divine gives me the strength and inspiration to move forward.
Embracing Love and Gratitude: A Legacy Beyond Loss
Life has a way of unfolding beyond our control, and sometimes, the hardest moments—like loss—offer the most profound revelations about who we truly are. My journey with Mumma’s wisdom has shown me that love and gratitude have the power to transcend all boundaries, even beyond the physical realm.
If you’re reading this, I urge you to pause and truly reflect. The relationships that shape you are gifts—take a moment to express deep gratitude for them. Honor the love, the lessons, and the sacrifices, and let those teachings guide you in every step you take. Whether it’s in nurturing your bonds, showing compassion, or simply being present, every action matters. Even the smallest gesture holds infinite power.
Cherish those you hold dear, honor their legacies, and remember this: life’s deepest essence lies not in material gains, but in the boundless love we give, the service we offer, and the surrender we embrace.
